listen. men covered in their own blood. women covered in other people’s blood. it’s not difficult
X / I’m Good - Wafia / Better By Myself - Hey Violet / I am not a woman I’m a god - Halsey / Stronger - Britney Spears / White Oleander (2002) / Dark Passage (1947) (x) / Lyin King - Jhene Aiko / bitches broken hearts - Billie Eilish / Here I Go Again - Whitesnake / Angry Chair, Frogs - Alice In Chains / Normal People / Neon Genesis Evangelion / Only - Nine Inch Nails / Amélie / One Sings, The Other Doesn’t
my dad refuses to watch breaking bad and i asked him why once and he was like “i dont like how mean he is to his wife :(”
i think my problem is that i mourn things even before they arrive to me. before i even know it exists i expect it to be gone. and that leads into a life without safety, a life without giving in to the present.
i want something however i will not be elaborating on that
My brain 24/7
-why are you doing this?
-because i hate myself so much that i sabotage my own happiness
-so you want to do this?
-no
-but are you aware of what you’re doing?
-thats the neat part. i am.
if i got possessed demonically i wouldn’t even notice it. with everything else i’ve got going on
I am not responsible for who I become when hyperfixating
I’d like to see YOUR dignity hold up when flooded by 2000% of your typical dopamine levels